I know I did pass through a storm
relatively unscathed but there were
some losses too and some gains – in terms
of knowing about unpredictability of fate
Now upon finding I actually know
nothing but I have a choice
because I am free - I wonder
whether I have discovered the meaning
Or will future struggles
and readings reveal
some sort of hollowness
of my realised wisdom to me!
I know I am capable of deep love
but sometimes a judging tongue
cuts deep into me than anything else
and I don’t know how to correct this flaw
Then I wonder is it my superego that
keeps me in the ‘comfort zone’?
Or is it also a question of essential freedom:
what I am can be shaped by what I want to be?